21✨

Out of all the numbers that have passed in my life, this by far is the most confusing one. So I graduated (and that's a pretty big achievement) until you can't figure out what's next. 😅

The idle time that I have before my board exams in March is making me think about a lot of things, since I was so used to being busy all the time.

"What am I doing?"

"I am soo unproductive wtf?"

"Should I atleast find a part-time job while waiting for my review to start? But then that'll only be in two months. Will a company allow me to work for just 2 months?"

Like, omygosh life is too chill it seems wrong. 😅😂

Although some would also tell me "you're only 21, take it one step at a time" and I thank those people for making me less guilty btw. 😂 You see my dilemma here? It seems like 21 is the age where you WANT to be an adult, you FEEL the burdens of being an adult, but still can't. Atleast in my situation, and It's frustrating! 😂

However, the idle time that I have right now is not so bad. I get to do the things that I love and maybe I just have to savor that for the remaining two months of my freedom. (or maybe that's just an excuse I tell myself for being an unproductive individual but whatever) 😂😅

But I thank God, for giving me 21 beautiful years to learn and grow. It has not been easy but the trials I have been through was what formed me into a much wiser and finer young woman. ✨

To my family, thank you for always believing in me. I am always aiming to be successful because I believe that it is your success too. Seeing you smile and being proud of me is like an addicting drug that I will always work hard for and obtain in whatever way I can. 💖

To my best friends, thank you for being genuine one's and for just being there in whatever way you can in this tough life. 💖

It may be a confusing age but I believe life has so much in store for me and with God's guidance and in his perfect time, everything will be fine. ✨🙏